Sleepless nights, bad vibes, constant worrying and many thoughts running through my head – these are symptoms of a person preparing for an audition. It was a mixture of nervousness and excitement. Due to my being of an almost perfectionist, I fear that I will not make it. All the what-ifs couldn’t stop swimming in my head and advises about good night’s rest and looking afresh the next day for audition soon went down the drain. Still thinking twice….
Since there will be no instruments accompanying me during the audition, I think Kau Ilhamku would be appropriate for the singing audition. It is upbeat, short and one of my best songs to bring out my vocals. I am not a fantastic singer or probably not anywhere near good so I have no choice but to choose the simplest song to keep me safe.
The day of my audition, I was still nervous, excited and trying to be cool at the same time. I have to be very confident no matter what.
Susan Lankester auditioned me and I started off with a song. I was almost sure I would forget the lyrics... and when I knew I didn’t forget the lyrics or went off key, I started smiling inside. Phew!
Next, I was given a script and had to act out the given scenario. It was about a girl who had enough in her relationship and it’s time she ended it. We went through a few lines over and over again. I was told that I was holding back a lot. Truth is, I was. Don’t know why. Nervous, maybe. But after the entire audition ended, I was told that they will get back to me if I get to be part of the play. But as soon as I got out of the audition room, it felt as though I’m already part of the play because the audition has finally ended.. that I finally build my courage to go for the audition.
A few days later, I got through the audition and I couldn’t sleep a few nights after that. See what excitement can do to me – not healthy… at all. But over all, I am extremely happy that I have been given the chance to expand my exposure in theatre.
by M3L15A a member of Kingsley United